| Friday, March 25, 2011 |
| feeling angry-poo |
For the past couple of days i haven't been myself. i been feeling more angry and upset. and i can't deal with it... the slightest thing ticks me off.. maybe its the time of the month? hahaha... which makes sense after all. Ugh i hate this feeling. plus i have been feeling ubberly bloated with cramps. My left hip has been hurting last night and my body felt numb and weak. sighs.
i wish someone was here for me... I just really need a hug.<3
I took tons of photos, and came to the realization that my tablet/laptop doesn't have a sd slot.So, i have t buy a usb wire for this thing now. My other laptop has been siting on the desk for months wanting to be fixed. Maybe i should just get myself a new one instead =D. I wonder how the ipad 2 is good? |
posted by CupcakeBunnie @ 3:21 AM  |
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| Tuesday, March 22, 2011 |
| New beginning rant to clear my mind of old residue. |
A lot has changed in these few months. From dealing from separation, work, school, a little bit of everything... But the exciting news is..We got back together =D. As excited as i can be. Something still feels a little bit wrong. Don't get me wrong i do love him to death, but i feel something not up to par. My feeling and outlooks has changed of what i think of him, but also what he thinks towards me. At this point i want to step to a new stage of the relationship. Even though we have. it's not the stage i want it to be. I dropped the idea of marriage with him. He hates when i ask "so wen are we getting engaged?" and laugh it off. It just irritated him by the fact i am even asking( I use to ask him the all the time before). But, don't you want your gf (you can't see yourself without)want to be your weeded wife? He just confusing at times.
I want a romantic love life. I don't want to be thrown under the bus or watever... if you get my drift. Right at this point, I just want him to stop thinking about money and spend on me. No, I'm not trying to be a greedy ehem. But, a girl loves to be wined and dined. right? right! And show how much he missed me those months we were separated.. because it doesn't even seem he did miss me like that.. until one night i got a call while working. But, that is a whole another story.
He asking me to buy him him gifts, but on my end. He hasn't reciprocated. So I feel.. I am on the short end of the stick right now. I do ask him to buy me certain things, but basic items. But, if i ask him, he wants me to wait till im there to get the item (which he knows we never have time to buy or forgets it all together) or gives me the excuse " i don't have money right now to spend." ugh. Mind you this man works also.
I don't mind paying once and a while for dinner, but it is kinda embarrassing to pull out my wallet and pay. As i am a girl, and were on a date.
Also, another thing fb photos.. he doesn't even have photos of us! So im in the idea of deleting our photos on facebook. since he can't make the effort to post any on his page. but he can get mad at me for suggesting to delete them?
getting this off my chest mad me feel so good and let me drop the whole situtation. As im a new person. I'm am starting my whole new life. AND I AM LOVING IT. |
| posted by CupcakeBunnie @ 12:46 PM |
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Quiet and self-reserved as I am, I don’t tend to say much. I’m one of those people with too many thoughts buzzing through my head and somehow manage to keep it all inside. But if you get to know me well enough with time, you’ll find how much more open I can be =). I speak Vietnamese with my parents and if necessary, I throw in a bit of english here and there. I’m someone who doesn’t like to dwell in the past; it’s much easier just living life day by day with what it already has to offer you. I'm an athletic person....so working out is my favorite hobby, the gym is like my 2nd home. I'm sometimes a bit too tolerant and indecisive for my own good, but that's slowly changing with time And to say the least, my lovely friends and family are a major contribution to my life and shaping me to who I am today =D. I’m extremely restless and sometimes find it difficult to stay on task or concentrate on one thing. As for school, well... procrastination. Enough said =P. Who doesn't? Just taking the time to enjoy the very simple things in life can easily bring you relaxation and contentment, in my opinion anyway. Oh, and if you happen to see this girl randomly trip on a nicely evened out pavement/sidewalk with no cracks or holes to its name, that would most likely be me. Anything else? Reality’s the way to go =D
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