| Friday, March 25, 2011 |
| feeling angry-poo |
For the past couple of days i haven't been myself. i been feeling more angry and upset. and i can't deal with it... the slightest thing ticks me off.. maybe its the time of the month? hahaha... which makes sense after all. Ugh i hate this feeling. plus i have been feeling ubberly bloated with cramps. My left hip has been hurting last night and my body felt numb and weak. sighs.
i wish someone was here for me... I just really need a hug.<3
I took tons of photos, and came to the realization that my tablet/laptop doesn't have a sd slot.So, i have t buy a usb wire for this thing now. My other laptop has been siting on the desk for months wanting to be fixed. Maybe i should just get myself a new one instead =D. I wonder how the ipad 2 is good? |
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| Tuesday, March 22, 2011 |
| New beginning rant to clear my mind of old residue. |
A lot has changed in these few months. From dealing from separation, work, school, a little bit of everything... But the exciting news is..We got back together =D. As excited as i can be. Something still feels a little bit wrong. Don't get me wrong i do love him to death, but i feel something not up to par. My feeling and outlooks has changed of what i think of him, but also what he thinks towards me. At this point i want to step to a new stage of the relationship. Even though we have. it's not the stage i want it to be. I dropped the idea of marriage with him. He hates when i ask "so wen are we getting engaged?" and laugh it off. It just irritated him by the fact i am even asking( I use to ask him the all the time before). But, don't you want your gf (you can't see yourself without)want to be your weeded wife? He just confusing at times.
I want a romantic love life. I don't want to be thrown under the bus or watever... if you get my drift. Right at this point, I just want him to stop thinking about money and spend on me. No, I'm not trying to be a greedy ehem. But, a girl loves to be wined and dined. right? right! And show how much he missed me those months we were separated.. because it doesn't even seem he did miss me like that.. until one night i got a call while working. But, that is a whole another story.
He asking me to buy him him gifts, but on my end. He hasn't reciprocated. So I feel.. I am on the short end of the stick right now. I do ask him to buy me certain things, but basic items. But, if i ask him, he wants me to wait till im there to get the item (which he knows we never have time to buy or forgets it all together) or gives me the excuse " i don't have money right now to spend." ugh. Mind you this man works also.
I don't mind paying once and a while for dinner, but it is kinda embarrassing to pull out my wallet and pay. As i am a girl, and were on a date.
Also, another thing fb photos.. he doesn't even have photos of us! So im in the idea of deleting our photos on facebook. since he can't make the effort to post any on his page. but he can get mad at me for suggesting to delete them?
getting this off my chest mad me feel so good and let me drop the whole situtation. As im a new person. I'm am starting my whole new life. AND I AM LOVING IT. |
| posted by CupcakeBunnie @ 12:46 PM |
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| Tuesday, August 24, 2010 |
| i miss him dearly |
| aww how i miss him. words can't express how i feel for him. How he hugs me and kisses me. I'm in self denial at this point, if he really loves me truly. I don't know how to feel. i feel so numb at this point.. like my whole body seems sense-less. I need him to be whole,but im beginning to open my eyes.. and see how much advantage i took of him. I miss him incredibly. How can i make him see this and make him want me back extremely.. im questioning my self. i just want to scream on the top of my lungs and let him understand.. that i want to be with him forever... I love you.. |
| posted by CupcakeBunnie @ 2:37 PM |
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| Thursday, August 5, 2010 |
| Struggling to Breath |
I feel like im on top of the world and the next moment i feel like im going jump off the edge of the earth. What has gotten into me? I've fallen deeply for this guy, but he seems lost and confused. I want to help, but he doesnt want help... I'm struggling here. Why can't there be easily solutions to everything?
I have been praying and trying to ease my mind of certain things and be happy. For the most part i believe i have received my "happiness" back. I don't know how... maybe i realize the fact i have been taking him for granted and i want to fix it.
What would i be without him? I most definitely wouldn't be the same. How can i show him he's the light of my life? It's not easy as you think.
Love is easy at first ,but maintaining a relationship through love, trust, and worship is hard. It takes a lot from each other.
I'm stuck at the library til 6:30 and pondering my thoughts isn't so easy. Hardships and pain that he and i went through.
the question is whats left at the end of trying so hard.
The sun hitting the shades. cool breeze running through your hair. What could be better?
I know my thoughts are random thoughts. .. and not in a complete well thought manner nor even in proper paragraph form.
He blames himself for doing certain things wrong.. but if he knows he did.. why not start all over again and try to change wht u could fix.
I graduate on tuesday. I've planned him a party, which a lot of friends.. all i can say. "don't have the feeling of seeing him again". . what is wrong with people these days seriously.
I don't think he opened up his eyes to see things have to change it's life. You have to cope with life and understand..nothing can be easy.
Im running on one more hour. please let the time hurry up haha.
What should i do with him.. to make him feel the spark again? I wanted to go to the pier ,but he refused. Gah my life.
This is the longest hour ever. blah |
| posted by CupcakeBunnie @ 2:07 PM |
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| Sunday, April 25, 2010 |
| Restore Hp factory defult without a CD |
Ok.i ran into the infamous wifi not connecting problem. My other laptop is working, which thank you to my boyfriend <3 lol. Patience is the key, dont' rush and turn on and off laptop cuz its taking to long lol. you know who you are...the ok here are the steps plain and simple:
1 turn on ur laptop and press f11 until the loading bar pops up(constantly press it)until black screen comes up. then, it will load like normal "the windows" green bar. Dont rush let it load(this might take the longer for some people). my first time it took 30 mins to load the screen.
2. you will send you to a blue screen with the white pop out of SYSTEM RECOVERY.
3. Click next. you will have 2 options. Setting it to restore points or factory default.
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A.the first one, is for system recovery points(click yes if you want to go back in time)
B. click no, then next then u will be lead to another page for factory defult. then yes.
5. then accept to back up or not to back up if u, i chose not recommended.. this is handy for people who didn't have back up restore points then just wait. then wa lah factory default. |
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| Wednesday, April 14, 2010 |
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